...Well, at least now I'm looking SOMEWHERE other than in!
Hey y'all! It's been a while! How's everybody doing?

I personally am doing...great at the moment, which is very surprising conidering all the...erm..."crap" that's been going on in my life lately! But something changed with me since my last journal (wow, emo much?) and now I keep finding myself seeing - only - the good side of things! For instance; my best friend of eight or so years and I are essentially "broken up" (that's the only word I can think of to describe it, I'm straight tho! Most definitely!) while she straightens up her life, which kind of screwballed out of control when her parents got back together....yet I know its going to end up alright!

And the guy from before?
Well, I don't know what's happening with him, actually...just that he's become one of my closest friends and has actually called me his best friend...which may not be a good thing since I'm all hung up on him, but either way our relationship has definitely progressed since my last journal! It's steady, growing, and I love it because I CAN be myself with him now, and not have to worry what he thinks, since he's made it very clear since then that he DOES care about me, and he isn't going anywhere anytime soon Oh, and I don't mind the playful flirting at all, either...its just become part of our relationship.

It's homecoming at my school from last year, and I was going to go, but I changed my mind...too expensive to go without a date and the only guy who asked is kind of a creeper

But life is good - very good, just because it's life!

Starting to write again, in little snatches throughout the week, waiting to get smacked in the face by some inspiration...